I remember waking up to the chirping sound.

I remember the snow days.

I remember my mom giving out ice creme on the last day of school.

I remember my 1st friend.

I remember our 1st fight.

I remember the way you danced at that party.

I remember the sadness in your eyes after I told you.

I remember the day my grandma died. The night before we moved home.

I remember the first time I made my mother cry. 

I remember the heartache.

I remember the mending.

I remember you holding me and telling me everything was alright. 

I remember making myself throw up everyday, hoping you'd notice me.

I remember sitting in the nurses office hoping you'd come.

I remember the very first song I learned on the piano.

I remember the face you made when you heard me play.  

I remember my brother dying in the hospital. 

I remember when he cried and promised you'd never do drugs again. 

I remember when he had to go back to rehab 2 months later. 

I remember when I cried over him. 

I remembered when I lost trust in everyone.

I remember when I stopped caring.

I remember when I went numb.

I remember those hard years. 

I remember when you came into my life. 

I remember when the numbness started to fade. 

I remember when I felt loved again. 

I remember when I loved again. 

I remember when the numbness went away.... 

I remember when I became happy. 

-Rosie-