Wrote a song.... Cya tomorrow!

Sometimes I feel so alone, out here by myself. on my own

Sometimes I feel let down, when the world is falling I get knocked to

 the ground.

Well it's fine cuz I'm reaching for the clouds 

And I know that I'll make it there somehow 

One step at a time. And I'll be just fine. 

When my heart burns up inside, ask me if I'm okay, ya I'm alright.

When my blood boils under my skin, ask me what's wrong, where do I begin?

I look inside myself and remember that I'm strong 

I know that I can keep it in and get along. 

So I look at you and say, I'm okay 

When I fall and I think I've lost it all

I think of you and I remember what to do 

I'm okay cuz tomorrows another day. 

Ill be alright, I'm just fine. 

I remember waking up to the chirping sound.

I remember the snow days.

I remember my mom giving out ice creme on the last day of school.

I remember my 1st friend.

I remember our 1st fight.

I remember the way you danced at that party.

I remember the sadness in your eyes after I told you.

I remember the day my grandma died. The night before we moved home.

I remember the first time I made my mother cry. 

I remember the heartache.

I remember the mending.

I remember you holding me and telling me everything was alright. 

I remember making myself throw up everyday, hoping you'd notice me.

I remember sitting in the nurses office hoping you'd come.

I remember the very first song I learned on the piano.

I remember the face you made when you heard me play.  

I remember my brother dying in the hospital. 

I remember when he cried and promised you'd never do drugs again. 

I remember when he had to go back to rehab 2 months later. 

I remember when I cried over him. 

I remembered when I lost trust in everyone.

I remember when I stopped caring.

I remember when I went numb.

I remember those hard years. 

I remember when you came into my life. 

I remember when the numbness started to fade. 

I remember when I felt loved again. 

I remember when I loved again. 

I remember when the numbness went away.... 

I remember when I became happy. 

-Rosie-

Midnight watch...

How you lost your best friend...

1. Tell me how you're perfect, everyday.

2. Make me feel small. 

3. Make sure I know I'm less then you.

4. Get a boyfriend. 

5. Have me 3rd wheel, every time.

6. Forget I'm here.

7. Make me feel bad for not calling you.

8. Make me feel alone. 

9. Make me have to start my social life all over.

10. Make me regret being your best friend for 2 years.

11. Make me get new friends.

12. Make me love my new friends. 

13. Make me forgive. 

14. Make me forget. 

15. Make me love my new life. 

 

*Losing you became the most amazing gain in the end*

Thank you. 

~Rosie~

Started this painting...

Risk.